How unexpected life is? Things change really fast. As kabir das said who knows what will happen in the next moment. Life and death seems to be a puzzling problem which has been itching my mind for many years. I don’t know what death is and what happens after it. The thought of death itself freezes my conscience. The experience of nullity boggles my mind. Creation is a a really amazing thing. Who decides the math behind the creation of cells, molecules and their fusion? I don’t know anything about cycle of birth and death. But I wonder what is this life for? Someday this physical structure of muscles and bones has to meet the fate of death. All these physical things which we are craving for will not be ours anymore thereafter. By the way who are we? Whom are we related to? Do we cease to exist after death? I don’t know why we have this much affection about the things which we don’t have control over forever.
What is the purpose of our birth as a human on this beautiful planet. What lies beyond our planet,galaxy and more importantly what lies beyond our death. Do we get to experience all this once our physical body cease to exist? Or will be thrown into a blackhole of infinity to experience solitude. Are we maintaining relations with everyone just to make this life worthy? Are we thinking about our self and being selfish? Why do we try to rule over things we don’t have control over?
What is creation? Are we just a set of cells and molecules arranged randomly? What is behind this? Why are we privileged to be born as a superior species on this earth? Is it a random stochastic process? What is the function that generates this output?
What is the cosmic dance that is being referred in scriptures? What should we do in this life so that we don’t regret anything after death (if we have a chance to experience) and most importantly who am i? Am i just energy that takes any particular shape? What is the equation that balances me? Why do i consider myself a living being? Is it just because we experience something? Who is the one that controls all these? Is there someone/something? or is it just an imaginary force? Is this universe a product of a random process and probability. These questions are moving in my brain unanswered. Is science just an excuse to hide our stupidity and ignorance? Will we ever be able to answer these questions? Or some/all of these are already answered.? I will try to explore Bhagavadgita for answers which is said by his divine grace shrila prabhupada. Also does every molecule/cell has feelings just like humans? Are we being a well in the frog? Are we stupid in saying that we are the most superior race on this earth? Does being on the top of food chain makes us any different from other beings? Let me find answers at least for some of them.